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Updates.

2012-02-14T02:14:00.000+08:00

Avatar night with pamela bi, boyf, kenneth, yy, dennis, louis, kelvin sin & co. Chanced upon hudson, ah guan, mickey, vincent & co. Had a fun Saturday night!!!! We should have many more outings like this siol....

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Malaysia to meet pamela bi on 13th. She had her adv Valentine's flowers. So sweet of her boyf :}

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Okay, that's all, bye. Wishing all couples a Happy Valentine's Day. Remember to play safe and be healthy [:

How would Valentine's be?

2012-02-13T14:21:00.001+08:00

I don't have any ideas nor plan for this Valentine but spending ample time doing new things seems to be a good thing, i guess. Well, i don't know. But i think it will definitely be good..

#PS/ I hope sentences will be lighter for you. Dear J.

Rants.

2012-02-09T07:30:00.000+08:00

I feel like typing something. Literally anything but as i typed on, i realized i have nothing to blog about except how unhappy i am with brother's girlf, that crazy disgusting bimbo (cool's enough) whom i demanded boyf to stay away from, pamela bi in msia and we couldn't get to celeb her bday as she's across the borders, MIA! Hillarygod finally finished her poly life in RP, boyf brought me to eat sakae finally & i cut my hair short. Real short, chin level. OMGWTFBBQ. Okay, nothing alr. Bye.

Camera's oldies.

2012-02-08T07:26:00.000+08:00

Work @ Chong Pang camp with BBG ❤

Boyf 23rd bday @ Jab1 ❤

Movies @ Cine ❤

Reunion dinner ❤

Gerald's 21st photos in my camera ❤

Gerald's 21st @ Coasta Sands.

2012-02-05T23:14:00.001+08:00

Gerald the bday boy [:

So it was Gerald's 21st bday celebration on Friday's night. Went with SLHY & ISMJ. Had fun catching up etc. It's been quite sometime since i met Shanel but we had ample time catching up with each other. Ate buffet over there, snapped photos with Shanel's G12. Photos in my camera haven't been uploaded as i am staying at boyf's place for a few days and i haven't got my cable with me. Had a fun night though. Miss those times when we always meet up for coffee and shopping. Now that everyrone's so busy, left me so lonely. Haizzzzzz. Ok bye.

Eyes that won't cry, lips with unspoken lies.

2012-01-31T05:04:00.000+08:00

I realized i haven't got a proper update ever since i was being sacked from my previous job (admin job) till now. All i do was upload photos etc. Alright, let me clear my mind and think back & sum up what happened during January.

Hillarygod stayed over with me for 3days (on the day before reunion dinner, reunion dinner day itself and CNY day1) consecutively because her boyf went Thailand with his friends for holiday. Been to St James with her while i worked and she chilled with some of the "sauce bar" people.

Reunion dinner day- Been to Bugis with her for last min shopping and reunion dinner with her, boyf & my family at home. Dad does the cooking, we all do the eating. LOL.

CNY day1, sent hillary to lakeside mrt as she is fetching her boyf from the airport while i rushed down to cousin's place alone as i overslept. Yes below the photo are my sisters and younger cousins playing mahjong. What a loser am i, sitting there like an idiot sulking in boredom. LOL! Had dinner there at cousin's place then head over to meet boyf at Ben's place. Gambling session~.

CNY day2 onward, i kinda forgot most of the things that happened alr cause my brain seemed to store alot of useless things. Been to boyf's uncle's place at woodlands. Gambling session at night again.

The home-made arcade machine at boyf's uncle's place. Damn cool right!!!!

CNY day3, been to boyf's auntie's place and gamble also...
Etc continuing gambling~ No photos on that day cause i am srsly fml chui~

25th- Sing K with Joyce and her boyf randomly at mid night at bugis's musicbox. Cabbed back to boy's place during 3am plus.

27th- Swimming session with MCW, she very the pretty that day with her swim suit on, idk why when i uploaded our photo on fb she complained my friends added her, not 1 or 2 friend hor is 6 friends (i think). Cnt maintain!

After swimming session, removed my gel nails at opp the swimming complex, lunch plus dinner and split ways with her as she's fetching her boyf from camp while i went home to rest and wait for boyf to end work.

Boyf ended work, fetched me back to his place... & that's when the awkward moment when lil jap's mommy which is boyf's ex girlf was there also. Isn't it awkward??? At the point of time, when i was there, she was there, he was there. I had this adrenalin rush to leave but i kept my cool and walked into the room. Till......... I heard lil jap called: "mummy & daddy go eat dinner"!!!! At that point of time, my mind went blank and i walked straight out of boyf's place wandering around, anyhow walk. I couldn't help it but was overwhelmed by my emotions, i teared... badly. And that's when StacyLYL called asking if i could acc her as she was waiting for her boyf. So i headed down to (Bangkit) meet her and pour my hearts out. It was no one's fault for my behavior that day, except to realize that no woman can be as generous. All along i thought i had a big heart, till that day then i realize, i overlooked myself. It's hard, but boyf assured me he'll walk down with me this "sibei" rocky path. To be honest i haven been in very good terms with him recently. We have been quarreling over the smallest matter but well, always ended all those shitz nicely. Sometimes i just feel so confused. Confused of whether we should hang on or just let go of what we have. Mommy was right, it's not so easy.....

28th- Been to Pamela-Bi's new place to visit her as i didn't met her for almost 2weeks and i sort of miss her. Up to her place with Hillarygod, gamble gamble till morning and return back to boyf's place to stay over.

Went home on 29th night to my own place because mommy was nagging that i stay over at boyf's place for a week already....

30th, caught "dance dance dragon" with boyf at cine and now blogging. Photos to be uploaded soon, when im not lazy. Okay bye readers. Remember to help me click on the advs from nuffnang's. Thanks a million and lastly, happy chinese new year to all & huatzzzzzzzzzz!

Saturday @ Town

2012-01-22T03:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all [:

2012-01-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

Friday night fever.

Dead and gone.

2012-01-19T19:16:00.001+08:00

Updates.

2012-01-07T09:58:00.000+08:00

Life haven't much been precise fun. In fact boring, working everyday. Sometimes i really hope that i'd at least make something "new" in my life rather than being the same me, like always. I need eggcitement pleaseeeeeeee.

2012!

2012-01-03T10:09:00.001+08:00

100% Clubbing party music 2012 year by DeeJay ALEX
New Year Eve:

Caught the movie Laughing Gor with Mootoo, Wayne, Ah Him & Buidi @ AMK hub as bf have got to work even on NY eve... Chance upon Dear J & co, but without her and him. Clock strikes 12 & we heard some bitches shouting HNY. For god sake, people watching movie till so gan jiong then come spoil mood. After movies Wayne drop me off at Geylang while i cab over to BQ to meet Bernice. Left BQ for Neverland & MBK, chance upon some friends, had a few drinks and went home at about 3plus. It's nice on New year's eve, Bf's friend's friend paid for my entrance like really "LOL" & buddy bought me Mac breakfast from Batok to my door step. So nice [Y].

2012 Day 1:

Cab over to bf's place in the morning and waited for him to come back from work. Slept till late evening and went down to Bugis to meet Mak and Leo. Bought my bandage skirt and had dinner with them. Bade goodbye at about 10plus, went over to 163 to meet Bf's clique. Chance upon NXR too [:

2012 Day 2:

Town with Bf. He bought me 2 dresses and a pair of heels. Oh so love him cause he's exceptionally sweet yesterday. Met my girls to fix our nails @ Milly's. Bade goodbye to them at 9plus. Waited for Jialing to end work, nua-ed for awhile as she's waiting for Deon to fetch her for movies. So nice... And me and Bf went home.

2012 Day 3:

Today, woke up at 6am, bf took half day leave as lil japheth attends school for the very first day. Ok his timing was only like 8am to 11am. LOL. Bf snapshot his photo in class. Seems like he can get along very well with others... Too bad i wasn't there ]:

Okay, end here.
Kthksbye.

If these kills you, know what kills me? You did.

2011-12-29T10:20:00.000+08:00

Over at Xian Restaurant @ Pungol with God a few days back.

Xmas dinner with Boyf & his friends. My very first Xmas dinner out of my 20years of life. LOL.

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I have never met anyone like him. No not my boy. An idiot whom thinks highly of himself from the way he portrays himself and the way he speaks. I dont know what have i done to trigger his temper in a way that even when i speak nicely to him, i get really bad replies from him with vulgarities. People like him are really ... I dont know how to describe. I don't know, really. Maybe he see me no up? Laughs... But well, i don't give a flying fuck. It sucks to be misunderstood, misinterpreted but well, forget it. Fuck you dickhead.

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I spent my Tuesday suckiest but luckily there's Pam and NXR there for me to listen. And listening really helps alot when i'm really down. I spend 3 hours non-stop talking to NXR followed by Pam. It helps, for a moment but when i got home and lied down on my bed, i couldn't help but tearing so badly. 5years cannot even hold a 3months r/s? Boyf told me, afterall, I am just a friend. It hit me hard.

A few moment before me and her was still happily comparing boobies. Oh yea, we do that -.- & next moment i told her i had enough of all these shits and craps. Fuck.

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Wednesday, i woke up with bad migraines and decided to skip work with MC. 3rd week of work and 2MCs already. LOL. Boyf came over to fetch me after his work ends, continue sleeping at his place till late noon. He sent me over to Heartland Mall for my interview which in vain, can't work due to bad location. Headed over to J's auntie's place to retrieve my footwear back. Like finally after half a year i picked up my stuff which is like a total clear cut from J's. Back to Bp to take MC, then head over to St James's Boiler room for NXR's bday celebration with Boyf, Sotong & gf, NXR & his campmates, Jeremy and some idk their names. Left at about 12plus back to Boyf's place to sleep.

Work today, I am surprised that i could actually wake up by myself. Wow!

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Be it since 1991 till 2011, whichever year I had passed suckiest, I know that the future holds more challenge. I wouldn't ask for 2012 to be a better year. But I wish I can have the will and ways to prevent unnecessary things to happen that make my days sucky. Afterall we survived through these years right? Challenges? Bring it on, I will fall but each and everytime I fall, I'll hold my head higher to overcome all these. Let's all put in more effort, courage and walk towards those coming years.

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PS/ I have done my very best, we might not be as like how we use to be but, i know someday we'll be.

I love you.

Xmas eve.

2011-12-24T09:27:00.001+08:00

I'm suffering on this xmas eve, had only 4hours of sleep yesterday night as i was out with Jialing to watch the movie "Alvin & the chipmunks" at Lot1 , just the two of us. Like a romantic right? Before that i headed down to FEP to buy bf's xmas present as well as waiting for Jialing to end work. Oh well, bf doesn't know I'm out ytd. LOL. I told him i was sleeping but actually i was choosing what i wanna buy for him. Ended up with perfume. Idk about whether it is unisex or not, but i typically liked the scent. So, yeah my bf will smell good and i will stick to him like double sided tape. Okay, end here. Working... More like surfing net on this sat morning. Luckily half day of work only, if not i cfm die...

Have a merry xmas eve, don't get busted!

Relationships.

2011-12-23T09:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it just felt so wrong to continue this relationship between us. I've been making invisible effort and i never want you to know or prove that i'm salvaging this relationship but again and again, what i receive was disappointment that colds my heart, freezing it.

Ever thought of how we once were so happy together? I don't know myself. It seems like all those happy memories are vividly remembered. Please, i'm really sick and tired. If we cannot get along, leave me. Cause there's no point afterall.

Random.

2011-12-21T18:01:00.002+08:00

YY's 23rd bday (Sat @ Avatar)

2011-12-21T17:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY YY [: ALL THE BEST IN LIFE. WE LOVE YOU [:

Updating my current life.

2011-12-20T13:31:00.001+08:00

Work:

So, i have been working full time (*yes full time!!!*) in CA transportation as an OMG office admin. Lol, my friends are rather surprised and was even doubting me (*Roll eyes*)

So work life was like from 8.30 to 5.30 weekdays and half day for saturday. Personally, i am rather hard working (for the very first time) by waking myself up in the morning and getting prepared, not being late for work and turning in early every night.

I liked this job but to certain extent whereby i keep day dreaming about me being outside in the malls with my girls. Partying every wed, fri and sat dusk till dawn. But on the other hand i am pursuing my dreams (material objects) and i really need to hang on this work for as long as i could.

Best thing i liked about this job im holding to is that the distance from my office to home is only 7 bus stops away and that they bought lunch back for us which means free lunch (*gian peng grin*).

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Adding on to enjoyments, i partied last sat at Avatar, celebrated yy bday with my rocking north-sider friends tgt with Pamela bi. Had so much fun that night even though boyf wasn't there cuz he's sick. Photos to be uploaded soon when yy girlf tag me on fb [:

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Love:

Love life have been awezommmmmmmme. Boyf told me we would be visiting hong kong soon. I was kinda reluctant due to financial problems and besides nothing at hong kong attracts me. I would rather visit Thai, India, Viet or Philipines for their culture and food etc.

Nevertheless, boyf was just being nice enough. Also i can't wait to head to japan this coming March 2012 with Hillarygod. She's visitng her mother who is living there as well as her step-dad and sibilings. Awesome....

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Monday (Yesterday)

Met up with Mak and Sheela for our smashing K session at pool fushion bugis. Spent a happening evening with these crazy bitches. Cabbed home with Mak, bath and slept straight away as i was awfully tired. Watch our Vlog below [:

SINGING #06 from ohroses on Vimeo.

Thoughts.

2011-12-19T11:58:00.002+08:00

Let's not talk about Christmas, CNY is on January so get ready to do some shopping @ LA MODE THEORY. Note that they have only started out this shop awhile ago so there isn't much apparels. But, the prices are attractive and i assure you quality customer service.

Have fun shopping [:

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My future bedroom, i have been thinking lately about how my bedroom interior design would be. I will definitely have a large shoe rack for all my beloved footwear, a cupboard for my bags and a large wardrobe with alot of compartments for my clothes separating casual, bottoms, dresses, tops and lingerie. How nice [:

1.2.3.4.5

2011-12-17T11:49:00.003+08:00

LOL. It's crazy when it's US!

2011-12-16T13:38:00.002+08:00

Untitled from ohroses on Vimeo.

How now brow cow?

2011-12-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

Work tomorrow. Omg, i'm almost out of breathe. Been 5 months ever since i woked. OMG OMG, panic....

Haibin prawning.

2011-12-11T02:02:00.000+08:00

Facts.

2011-12-07T01:10:00.000+08:00

Boring Saturday.

2011-12-04T05:21:00.000+08:00

Red lobster. Hahahaha!

Happy 21st Leo [:

And so it was my waxing appt with AXT in the evenings, D8 on my boring saturday night. Head to powerhouse shortly after the clock strikes 2am. Partied for awhile with Joannagohxy then cabbed home tgt. Okay bye.

爱到深处才会领悟。

2011-12-02T08:06:00.000+08:00

Better to be credulous than skeptical...

Hillary's 19th...

2011-12-01T01:42:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BDAY HILLARY GOD. I LOVE YOU & I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO.

SORRY THAT I AEROPLANE-D OUR WAXING, REALLY I'M MUDDLEHEADED.

A THOUSAND LOVE, HUGS & KISSES FOR YOU.

FRIENDS FOR 5 YEARS AND COUNTING...

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Webcam-whoring...

2011-11-30T07:05:00.000+08:00

I am never the fairy tale person, but sometimes being a princess is really enjoyable and blessed.

Down.

2011-11-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

Been getting sort of emotional easily since i aged 20th.

You'all know, i have like a thousand of words to type but still, i know i wouldn't be able to express truly how i felt. Okay, stop here. Bye.

Relationships.

2011-11-29T03:20:00.000+08:00

Often i wonder how people could use words to hurt people without considering another's feeling. What happens if all these words befall on you, how would you feel? Why so selfish just because you're in a fit of anger? That doesn't gives you the right to say un-rightful things to hurt another's feelings.

Drifted.

2011-11-27T07:48:00.000+08:00

TYX's company's dinner & dance at resort world sentosa. Food doesn't taste as nice as i expected ]: But had a good time being entertained by the Mcee there.

Okay bye.

Taipei!!!

2011-11-25T01:03:00.001+08:00

Been to Taipei from 17th to 23rd Nov. Weather was alright, sometimes cold sometimes hot. Things there were almost as expensive as Singapore. Food there was awesome to the maximum! The whole trip was alright except that i came period at the wrong time ]: Cramps~ Didn't get to shop alot though due to the "summer/winter" season, but i bought quite alot of stuff altogether for my girls. Photos not in order ya. Okay bye [:

Somewhere here.

2011-11-17T03:00:00.000+08:00

Yong ren & Colin, sharing the same bday as me.

When i decided that these people are too good for me, i try to keep up with being better.

November have been a really good month, ever since the starting of it.

If i could have November all year round, it would be better.

Nevertheless, i still thank god for giving me life, friends and all the good things that happened.

I'm flying off to Taiwan in another few hours time. And i hope it'll be good, fun and fruitful holiday for me [:

Advanced 20th

2011-11-15T16:05:00.000+08:00

More photos to come [:

Happy 20th to myself.

2011-11-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

My leopard Babies ♥

& so it was my advanced birthday celebration held at Marina Mandarin Hotel's premium suite room, followed by Club Avatar. Special thanks to people whom made their way down, Pam & bf, Hillary, Ivy, TYX, Xiuting, Shawn, Wenfu, Wendy, Melissa & Elaine, Chermaine, Kelvin Sin, Joanna & Jacintha. Also big thanks to Chermaine for photographing down all the special moments. Total expenditure : Hotel (670) + Martell( 879) =1549...

Hotel room: TYX, Ang pao by TYX's mum, Wenfu & wendy, as well as Xiuting & Shawn, DKNY watch by Pam & Edwin. Dress by Hillary, Necklace by Ivy. Thanks for all these [:

Also, everything went out smooth, I wasn't drunk but i was really very disappointed cause Xiuting forget to bring her IC along and that she couldn't enter Avatar, planned to go back to take but didn't came back. The angry part was I opened 4bottles of Martell so that we could have Sofa seat, but they nvr return -.- Could have save like 400 bucks lor -.-"

Then Pam quarreled with her bf, Hillary was bored. Kelvin left, TYX sit alone. All ended up like shit balls so i decided to make it a day at about 3am. Back to room to rest.

Photos more to come ♥

Avalon.

2011-11-12T14:11:00.000+08:00

So it was bugis street with my girls, AXT, pam, hil, wendy & shawn. Then party at Avalon with TYX, pam and edwin. Okay i dont know if maybe i am not the "UP" class people, but i think that Avalon really sucked. Each corner 2 toilets??? And house music all night??? And the worst part was we opened a bottle of Martell that costs us $388, mixer at $18bucks. Omg, i'm so never like that place -.-

Advance celebration of my 20th birthday tonight [:
Update again! Hope that it will be awesome!

Fion's bday @ Nana

2011-11-08T13:09:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Fion's bday at Club Nana last week. Oh my, 6 more days to mine. Wonder how....

A celebration without any cause.

2011-11-04T08:03:00.000+08:00

Have been spending 2 nights at Resort World Sentosa for no apparent reasons. Just gatherings and nights out, staying close to each other. Champagne, food, cigarettes, fun.

xoxo.

Something to share.

2011-11-02T06:56:00.000+08:00

Disgusting max.

Leave or be left.

2011-11-01T04:33:00.000+08:00

And then i realize, you were never there even from the very start.

The last time i am biding goodbye to you.

I gave up.

Dear J.

There are times when we felt lonely when actually we are not.

2011-10-29T05:10:00.000+08:00

Or possibly i just craved of loving someone and being loved.

Okay, i have been super pissed off ytd and today. First is dad's grounding me, second is work which is super ridiculous and third is some people i met in MBK live band thai disco on Sat night. Yucks. FML TTM!

I will never let another guy lay a hand on me or manipulate my life anymore. I live my own life and i choose my path.

2011-10-27T08:00:00.000+08:00

If only you were all along with me, maybe things will just be fine and normal. Life might be the same, but i wouldn't complain a single bit. Yet, i will never ever let another guy destroy me, manipulate my life or lay a hand on me, anymore. I just missed the feeling of falling deeply in love with someone and vice-versa.

Boys like girls.

2011-10-25T06:48:00.000+08:00

Chotirak

Ah seong

Mootoo

Wayne

Me

We could have had it all.

White lies.

2011-10-24T01:16:00.001+08:00

Dear J's ...

I don't know why but my head is super heavy these few days ]': Been to town on Sunday with the usual northsiders. Bought a few apparels from the flea at scape. Head over to Ehub for bowling session, of course, i'm the winner [: And then over to East Coast to chill out before ending the day. Suck balls ]: Headache.

Sensation.

2011-10-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

I wasn't feeling good, at all. So i got drunk again. Nice.

Apprehensive.

2011-10-19T02:29:00.000+08:00

I took a very long time to think of what i wanna blog about. It has been quite sometime ever since i wrote something lengthy in my blog. Always flooded with photos and a few letters to summarize my thoughts...

Have been having difficulty in breathing at times when i missed someone too much. Have been dwelling in deep thoughts about love life. Feeling so empty...

I look around me, i see all happy couples cuddling that made me sick. Why am i left here hanging in the mid air... It's weird when love goes like this" you like him, he doesn't; another him likes you, you are taking things for granted.."

Big big sigh~ Dear J...

Judgmental.

2011-10-17T03:02:00.000+08:00

Just like the good old times [: I hate his RVF, made my butt cramp...

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Steamboat with Wendy & Xuewei for Xuewei's 20th bday celebration [:

I love my girls soooooooo damn much!!!

2011-10-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

*******

I knew that we wouldn't make it through.

想要放放不掉淚在飄.

Genting Trip [:

2011-10-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

This plate of rice costs RM 17.90

Photos are not in order. Ok, overall Genting trip was okay.

Featuring: TYX, Ben, Simin, June, Qicai.

Ok bye.

Square 1.

2011-10-11T03:51:00.000+08:00

Stay tuned to my GENTING trip post [:

Awesome ...

2011-10-06T08:09:00.001+08:00

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xoxo~

And i gotta keep ranting about my sleeping disorder. I tell you... and the world that my complexion is really bad and i keep lazing around not doing anything bout' it. Fuck my life, yeah. Like seriously... Okay, I'm going to take a bus ride for 5 hours up to the mountains tmr and i'm getting sexcited... Omg, genting here i come. I rmb the last time i went genting was when i was 10yrs old and memories are fading~

But on second thoughts, genting will be boredddddddddd. I hope not.
Okay bye.

Cheers to the shitz we talked, the guys we stalked, the way we shop, the laughter we can't stop, the gossips we spill, our looks that could kill, to having each other's back, to the next morning getting the facts, downing the beers, spilling our tears, we'll stay together through the years.

Credits: buymethatexpensiveboy.bs

我讨厌你，更讨厌我自己爱上你。

2011-10-05T03:47:00.000+08:00

Memories @ Boat Quay with ISMJ & 山鸡。

Jurong Safra Kbox with KeranzelAXT, Wenfu, Wendy, Shawn & Dear J.

或许，也许。

我明白了。

我病倒了]:

2011-10-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

Fell sick ]:

Yes i dont deny that i still have a thing for you dear J. And i know that we could never be as close as we used to be. But deep down, i still hope that one day you'll come around and tell me that you miss me...

多希望我们都勇敢一点。

Nobody's perfect.

2011-10-02T05:04:00.000+08:00

想回到过去。

依然是朋友。

2011-10-01T04:48:00.000+08:00

Sembawang-ed the whole day, Vintage & Avatar.

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Yishun Safra's Party world [:

I'm down with sore throat and slight fever ]: My bones are aching also. Sigh, please don't let me fall sick. I hate the sucky feeling.

很开心知道，我们依然是朋友。
但绕了一圈，有所无奈的感觉。

When all we looked like was couples and in our reflections, we know what's happening.

2011-09-29T07:47:00.000+08:00